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-answers-
-thinks-
-doubts-
-search-
-reads-
-pause-
-this isn't true-
-RAGE- :@
-stoned.-

arghh that is so stupid. stupid person for being so misleading. stupid me for not realising sooner. arghh. and i however much i complain and rage and think and so on, there's a part of me telling me that there's not much i can do to change this. except to accept it. :@ which i really don't want to.
whywhywhy? :@
-sigh- why am i so stupid. T.T i shouldn't even be here at ruse. should i?
actually, it's not such a big deal. it's not even important. or maybe it is. :S
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spent the first 2 days of the hols very well..   sleeping. and playing music. and mucking around. and playing games. no seriously. slept so much, played so much music (like 5hrs piano altogether. o.o i know that's crazy for me) and yeah. still failing at tilt to live. x) what a waste of a weekend. xD now i won't get anything done for the rest of the week. ): but yeah.

i should start packing.

got a new skin (:
baby are you down down down down down
but now i'm thinking of changing it cause cbox is uberly screwed.
i'll do that next time. or now if i feel like it. >< although i shouldn't.

merlin! 8D ahahaha. even though i missed the whole beginning.
ooh and i can watch GLEE this week! yay! season finale whoot!

im outta here. :]