tocal;

first day back of term two yesterday - it was good to see everyone, but it didn't feel like a good day. >< it wasn't a very good day. its given me alot to think about. its funny how, during the hols, i didn't need to do any thinking when there was time, but now that they're over theres all this i have to think about... sucks. especially when i could be doing many other things..
you can't keep running, one day, you'll have to turn around and face it however much you don't want to. 

so to today - spent around 2 and half hrs on the way there to tocal on a bus, and about 2 and half hrs on the way back. it was alright, except it was very muddy and at the beginning everyone was lost. missed several talks, lots of wandering around trying to find places/ms treskin (who was our teacher for the day :L), lots of help from other people ;) and it was sorta fun x) our original group of 4 girls became alot bigger after some people decided to stalk us >.> because apparently we looked like we knew what we were doing. :L but then half of that group ditched us so we ended up being a group of about 7. it was pretty funny at the beginning, edmond kept following us :L he was the only guy LOL. and he kept going to the wrong class during the roll calls.
the bus back was delayed because a bus got stuck in the mud :L but i had a good time with rhea. we love our colouring in (; it teaches kids alot ahahahaha. our weirdness, sour warheads.. (Y) then we play mafia and we had a story about a donkey cloud and a gun that shot apples :D and that continued on to each round :L
got back pretty late, went swimming tonight, half our class fricking ditched us :( but.. our normal coach decided to ditch us too! :D for today :( but today was surprisingly good and wasn't as bad as i expected. :)
its so quiet now. .-.

it won't do. can't always be like this, i don't know who to tell it to. 

boost and rose. boost and rose. no.