I have to be the worst decision maker in the world. ugh, i hate it when some of the things i do decide to clash. it's so helpful. (not) why does choir have to be on a monday? why can't it be on a wednesday? or tuesday? or friday? (actually, maybe not friday...) Now i have to choose either to do the celebration concert, or go to dance. i want to do both, and it's isn't working out. and why does band camp have to be the week after aswell? it'd be easier if it WASN'T a mon+tues and on the week after choir concert. (it means that i skip 2 weeks of mon dance and the concert is coming up so soon and i have to learn all these dances... D:) i don't know what to choose. there is a way, but i'm not sure if i'll cope and be able to get away with it. -.- my life is a huge mess. i don't seem to be able to organize anything and commit to everything i do. or is it that i do too much? :L i wish it was easier. Much, much easier. And i have to make a decision very soon. Very very soon.
i want everything to slow down and be calm for a bit. i'm sick of this huge rush to do all this stuff. yearlies, other exams, concerts, hw, projects, etc. I'm frigging sick of it. But i don't want to quit anything. i love dance, and if i quitk what will i replace it with? and swimming. if i quit that, and if dance isn't counted as a sport, then i won't have a sport anymore. Or something that moves alot (activity wise) and i'm actually good at. or average at. (my running is fail, and i die every time, which isn't good). Flute + Piano - well, they're a different story. So, i'm utterly screwed. what am i going to do?
(i know, very weird post. ) it was boiling today. :(
-S
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