lose yourself.

fmmmmllllllll. i feel like crap. and i feel guilty. ): why can't things be easier? >:( and different? why? ): (btw, don't answer ppl) why did things have to be like this? D:

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enough of me ranting.
i think i'm getting better on the beam now. i just get a bit wobbly when i'm turning and one foot is grounded on the beam after an arabesque or something. other than that, i hope i'll be alright. my mount is dodgy though. =/ and my stag. o.O just had a brain wave, i could change the jump so it didn't look dodgy! =) lol, hope mr low understand what jump i'm describing in my routine i give him. :P

stella and karen both decided to go to eng enrich this morning so they didn't come to dance. >:( jksjks. ah well. i can't wait to see how this dance turns out. hip hop/ballet/contemp/chinese dance. (Y)
and i love dance cause you can just lose yourself in it. no need to think about anything but what your going to do next and what your being taught. takes my mind off everything, whether it's a project, hw, exams or any other various things that i seem to get caught up in. ;)
and hip hop today was fun! now got one of the songs in my head. =] contemp or musical theatre next week. (Y)

Lauzire