assassins

i feel so small, lost, being tossed around in my emotions (which seem quite big at the moment). i swear this happens every year, after finding everything and seeing how everything works out, a period of being lost comes along and then takes a while to sort out.
i dont feel like being blunt these days, don't want anyone to know, yet i want people know. contradicts i know. but its like how you don't want people to worry, but it just wants to get out you know? (haha suggestion from someone, use omegle :L

Evie's 16th this arvo! loved the awesome cupcakes (which was cake) :D and played assassins ;) spent most of the time hiding in the bushes :p except we did go and run down the hill to check if anyone was there. it is so much harder running and laughing at the same time than just running LOL. got my tag pulled :( so i died hahaha, but it was fun hiding and running around :D funniest thing; there was a guy running laps around the block where we were playing, saw him run 5 laps of the block, i realised on the second one that it was victor. .-. awkward. and all the other girls were cheering for him and everything LOL. it was funny to watch, though by the time i realised and told my friends i couldn't stop laughing :L and i feel like a stalker cos i know where he lives >< HAHAHAHA.

talks to people you don't normally talk to. talks to people you usually talk to. thank you for listening you two very nice people, you might be sick of me and you guys might be slightly weird sometimes :P, but thank you.
and i think i now have people who can help me with maths if i need it :)