broken smile

what a screwed up day. glad i decided yesterday night that whatever happened in maths was what ever happened. yeah. it was bad. (and thats an understatement) i don't understand, who would write us a 100 mark super duper hard paper and give us the same time as previous years. cos more marks usually means more questions yes? and if anyone else has done the really really old papers (like 00, 99, 98) you can see that they only had 4 sections LOL.. it gets worse every year. its like they're trying to make it more intense. cos its working damnit. :( people who think they didn't do that well - please don't be sad. its not the end of the world if you don't get into the very top class just because of this test. because they look at other marks too. and if you found this test hard, im sure the majority of the grade found it hard too, which just means the marks look bad. but then everyone's marks will look bad and you wouldn't have done so badly. get the gist? :)
also for those people who were aiming for lower classes; its not the end of the world. at least you'll be in my class next year :P ehehehe.
no like seriously, don't stress about it, its not worth it. its just a stupid exam. there are so many other people in the same boat as you. and in the end, its maths. its only one subject. and no one is gonna look at how you did in your yr 9 maths yearly once you get into uni or a job.

i think thats enough of that. music exaaam D: LOL. D: spent two periods practicing and mucking around (which was fun annette and rach ;)) recitative ;) hehehe :) and then performed in the arvo.. was not ready.. i screwed up waaah. :( though im not quite sure if anyone noticed. im pretty sure people did. and it also wasn't as good as last time :( oh well.

came home, and played 1hr of piano straight, which is rare for me because i never play piano at 3:40.. but it was quite fun. intense playing of piano. :P

its back. hi. just in my head. not real ly.

its been an intense two days. mentally, emotionally. in many many ways.