green.. with envy?

I'm not one that consciously shows it if im jealous. I don't know what i would be like if i decided to show it. I'd prolly feel guilt. so im at a loss as to how to be green. D: of course, i can guess, but its not as accurate since i never really connected with that emotion. i find it difficult to connect with it. :S

today i felt.. happy. mixed in with some other emotions. but theres nothing like a 3 on 3 game with the girls in your class :)) 

don't get mad at me please, i just caught up in it all hehe :) 

though you gotta admit, its kinda funny and weird at the same time :S sure, its ok. i understand completely. still, have a little consideration for me? pleeease? or just don't. that works too. 

at a loss of who to talk to. i don't know who to talk to. aarrggh. don't you just hate it when you have something on your mind, but there's just no one to tell? because you just don't know who understands. and the people who do understand you can't tell.

side note; i finished my geo hw :DD which was to make a cross word and a find a word 8)

mr carrot!