losing..

woke up today feeling refreshed and all ready to go. like it was one of those days where you didn't feel tired and you felt full of energy. however, it still took me a while to get up haha.

funny moments in ag. :) haha i love how we went around making duck, crow and whatever else we sounded like with a piece of grass. ;) aren't we awesome? :D but i reckon we ended up annoying heaps of people haha :)

i feel like im losing a grip on what i need to do. i just can't be bothered. i just don't want to. i think that theres so much more time in the world when there really isn't, and on one hand, i just don't do anything at all. but on the other, a part of me tells me that im being an idiot and im gonna regret wasting so much time in the near future. i find it annoying when i give myself advice. because then that means i have to choose between myself. and myself. LOL mindblown. but people's attitudes affect me more than i realise.. is it because of them, or is it because im a bad teacher? is it because im a bad leader and i cant stay on task, i don't seem to know what im doing, and i guess im scared of being judged. its worse when people don't say anything, when they're just like 'whatever' and they just go along with it. because then you have to assume that its fine even though they might dislike it. D:

anyway rant over.
hiphop. tomorrow. gaaaaaaaaahh. i feel sad. sad that i didnt manage to finish it and get it polished. and the fact that it may not go so well tomorrow. :(
ag. need a topic.
english. ahhhasldkfjlawejrl. yeah uhm. thats gonna need alot of work.