dreary me.

so yes, i know there's 3 more days of yr 9 left, i know im suppose to be enjoying them, i know we're getting old haha, but honestly i don't feel any older or that i've learnt a great deal and suddenly having yr 10 put onto you makes it seem like a big deal. Maybe this year just hasn't been the best year, maybe it wasn't suppose to be.

So right now im asking myself pointless questions, one being; 'How did James Ruse become the top school in the state? Because it was once an ordinary high school.' and after visiting my sister's school for their presentation night, i see how talented our school really is. us ruse kids are special, and we tend to forget. x)

Stuck on the dilemma of where im going to go for work experience. People say to do something that interests you, but im not even sure what i can do for where my interests lie. and right now i have no options. any suggestions on where i should go/what i should do? :)

i started watching vampire diaries yesterday. i dislike how damon seems to ruin so much at the beginning. :( it annoys me D: but its really interesting :) except with how all these people die and stuff. :/

i may have done a few things that might have seemed like a good idea at the time, but now maybe it wasn't such a good idea. D: silly silly sarah.
i find myself worrying over the smallest things. and then the things that im suppose to worry about i don't. :/

hope the next few days are nice to me :)

and i just realise the first letter of 3 of the last 4 posts starts with a d..