past, reflections.

It really still hasn't sunk in for me that this is the end of 2011 and tomorrow will be 2012. It scares me, but i think thats good thing. I haven't worked out what my resolutions will be, or what i want to accomplish, but i know next year will be better than this year. I spent today doing nothing at home like a hobo (LOL) but i took a walk and i've decided that i want to spend more time appreciating the small things in life. and to also be bolder. to stop being so scared.

for those people i missed;

1. now that i think of it, i've known you since the first day of yr 7 and we've always been friends. which probably makes you one of the few people that i met at ruse that i've known for a long time :) you're always so quirky, different and full of opinions on things that matter and things that don't :) it really makes me glad that im friends with you, because i know you'll become someone great.

2. i know you'll read this, thank you for being a constant and great friend this year :) we've become closer, and you shall forever be known as awkward ;) ehehe. you confuse me sometimes, and then fail to explain because they are much too complicated for my mind. you've grown alot this year. (literally and metaphorically)

3. i mentioned you last time, but not indepth. i've known you for half my life ;D (i think? it changes every year :( ) and you've always been this person full of crazy ideas and and you have an amazing imagination. amazing at art. and such an amazing friend <3 why you ditch me for china huh? :D

4. you're a great friend of mine and you're amazing! You're always full of new ideas and awesome to be around :)

5. your my bus bud and very good friend :)) we have conversations about random stuff and you're not so little anymore :( thanks for being here :)

and anyway, happy new year's eve! all of you. enjoy watching the fireworks and whatever else your doing :)

heading off to fireworks now! :D