one more falling behind`

what a day. what a few days its been. i can't even remember what happened on mon LOL, tues was presentation day which was quite boring... today was bridge building thing and sports bbq where we just chilled for 3 hours or so. :) i pretty much haven't gone to class since mon, missing class again tomorrow... =/ actually idm as long as im at maths.. :S
had many long conversations with people about various aspects of life. i reckon we've all matured enough to be able to talk about these things instead of being all 'how can anyone even think about that'. like how i honestly can't imagine anyone from our grade married, yet i know it'll happen in the future kind of thing.
today i stepped back and saw the many people of rusefourteen and saw how most of us have really changed.

i feel the need to run around or do something that involves me moving.. i miss dance already LOL D:

i remember how in the past few years at this time, it really feels like school is about to finish. like its all nostalgic and sad and we throw class parties and such. There is about a week left of school and it doesnt even feel like the end. this year really just doesn't feel like its finished. maybe its because of the cold. D:

thanks for pointing this out kevin, but honestly i didn't even realise..
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overwhelmed. its always the same thing. but it never seems to get resolved.




its a struggle, its a war.. i don't know, i just don't know.
maybe its that i don't trust myself.